Its not been a a very gd day for me. Had a BIG fucking quarrel with him. bcos of a silly lie. i jus hate him lying to him tats all. Y cant he jus understand at all.
Went out after tat quarrel. Had a sake sushi for dinner. dint ate much, eyes was reddish .
Went home & not long had another quarrel due to some jealousy. he think it is ok. But not for me.. He say if he's bonding with frends r gone, he is FUCKING GOING TO LEAVE ME..
Well well well.. been together for 5 yrs & tats the 1st time he told me tat. He say it he MEANT it. He's damn serious this time..
I dunno what to do now. Felt so siian .. Our r/s is all bout money. Nothing else. We talk bout other stuffs, the topic still goes to money again ..
if 5 yrs ago, i havent met him. how will my life b & how will his life be ?
i dunno bout his feeling for me now. all i know is he doesnt love me as much as he does.
we r drifting apart. I can feel that.